Sometimes I think its better to be a tough girl, trust me the guy who likes you will do anything and everything to make you happy. This is a small advice to Tejal- who is still single and ready to mingle. chhotu, keep this in mind.
Nevertheless, its great when you have a husband who still treats you like the girl friend. You get the unbeatable attention even after marriage. I am glad, Abhishek still treats me as his girlfriend and he says that he's gonna treat me like this forever so what I throw all my attitude on him. He is ready to bear all my tantrums. Isn't it sweet?
Since I am still more like a girl friend, I am obviously more into parties and outings. He still tries to does things to impress me. And I am glad that he is successful every time. Ohhhh am I so predictable? No, but I guess he is just smart:) . I was actually pretending to be a nice wife not a girl friend and started learning cooking. But now that I have realized cooking is no rocket science I obviously lost interest in it. Now I am clear that I better be a girl friend than wife.
The best days are definitely on. Abhishek's world revolves around me and that makes my day. But I am just fearful that what if somebody else tries to intervene in his world and I have to make some adjustment to give some space to them too. Is that how every girl feels after marriage? Its me and my husband- so far so good but then his in-laws, my in-laws, his relatives and mine. His time and attention is shared. So many people trying to enter my space....I am not sure if its the fear of a wife or belongingness of a girl friend.
Sometimes I feel there is some hidden fear lying behind even behind the most perfect things in life. Not sure if its just an illusion or this is real. However I just do not want to think about all these. At least now its just me and my sweetheart and our perfect world!
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